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Student says life is hard, but
promises to play nice
by Connie
Whiteley
Managing editor
Student says life is hard, but promises
to play niceLife is hard. Well, okay not really, but life sure
can get stressful, especially all the little everyday inconveniences,
like having to go around the block because the road is blocked
off.
For the past two months all I have
been having is one bad day after another, or at least that is
what I feel like. I wake up in the morning wanting to sing a happy
tune, but by night I am ready to stick that happy song down the
throat of the next person that even looks at me. I cheerfully
come to school and go to classes. Sometimes I get stressed out
by my classes, but usually I am able to make a game plan and calm
down.
I guess the problem mainly is, I am
surround by idiots. OK. not really, but I am having too many bad
days. Please stop.
I don't know if I am not handling the
stress very well -- actually I know I am not -- or if I am just
noticing the little everyday aggravating matters. I don't know
what changed, but since this year began, all I seem to have are
bad days. The fact that I am having bad days is not what is importan
-- what is important is that I am taking my stress out on the
people around.
I yell -- a lot and loudly -- yes, I
yell. Take for example the other day my mom kept grating on my
nerves, so when my sister comes over to help me fill out some
paperwork, I yelled at her when she couldn't find some information
right in front of her. If I am not yelling, though, I am probably
being unpleasant in other ways, such as just being nasty to everyone
around me, or I give people dirty looks, and so on.
Maybe my problem is not even the stress,
maybe the problem is that I am simply being to sensitive. Instead
of taking every little annoying problem and letting it get me
down, I need to squash the seed of stress the moment it starts
to sprout.
No, wait, I was right before, life is
unhappy with me. I am not stressed, or too sensitive to the crap
that has been happening to me -- life is out to get me, and it's
using the people around to get to me. That's right, I figured
out what is behind all the bad days, life doesn't want to be happy.
All the bad days I have been having is one big conspiracy.
But no more, from this day forth, life
will no longer have a chance to get at me. Go ahead, Life, throw
all the bad days at me,because my mission now is to become absolutely,
positively, the most optimistic, happy person I can be, notice
though that I said I can be. Because, let's face the truth of
me, I am never going to ooze bright, shiny-person aura. So, Life,
I promise to play nice from now on, but only if you promise to
play nice too. That is a workable agreement to me.
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